I am sixty-nine years old, and for most of my life I believed that time softened people, that age brought clarity, and that family—no matter how imperfect—was a place of safety. After my husband died, that belief became my anchor. I moved into the modest house of my eldest son and his wife, telling myself it was only practical, that loneliness was more dangerous than inconvenience. My youngest son, Jun, had already moved abroad for work, and every time we spoke on the phone he sounded determined, protective, almost urgent in his love. He promised me that I would never struggle, that every month money would be sent directly to my bank account so I could live with dignity. His words carried warmth across oceans, and I trusted them without hesitation.
Yet months passed, then seasons changed, and nothing appeared. Not once. I lived entirely on my pension, measuring groceries carefully, turning lights off early, pretending I preferred simplicity when in truth I was afraid of burdening anyone. When I casually asked my daughter-in-law about it, she would smile gently and say I didn’t need much anyway, that they were taking care of everything. Her tone was sweet, practiced, reassuring. Still, a quiet unease began to grow inside me. It wasn’t greed that stirred it, but confusion. Jun continued to insist he was sending money.
He spoke of confirmation calls from the bank, of receipts and dates. I felt foolish doubting anyone, yet the gap between his certainty and my empty account gnawed at me every night. I lay awake replaying conversations, wondering whether I had misunderstood something, whether age had dulled my perception. The thought that my own family might be involved never crossed my mind—not because it was impossible, but because it was unbearable.